My Affair

Posted by: emma

Apr 1, 2004

My Lover, yes my lovers because I am married But my husband does not fulfill at all, so my boy friend 20 Years older than me is whom really is growing me all over sex, BERA, México, April 2004 Needy full of lust wanting someone Anyone hold me feel me I lie awake here my mind drifting slowly The velvet of a tongue runs over my naked self teasing here and there, touching not only my flesh but my soul. Sensations rush through me ones so pleasurable Yet so close to pain. It fulfills me but for a moment only. What happens when it's gone? This Moment? Will I once again be alone in darkness in my own self-pity? The sensations escalate higher and higher. Pleasure or pain? It's hard to decipher. Hands everywhere inside and out. Hard and soft, Fast and, slow... am I fulfilled or empty? It’s all the same Our voices grow louder or is it just mine? Ecstasy consumes me. An explosion... Then silence, as I am once again alone my phantom lover gone, feeling empty bitterly I smile For a moment I had it, The thing they call love, even lust Yes for a moment I had it, a climax, an end!