I Am Sexy, Hear Me Roar!

Posted by: amy

Jul 27, 2005

I Am Sexy, Hear Me Roar! Sorry I haven't been contributing to VW as frequently as some of the others; been feeling sick/down/depressed the past few days, and actually missed work yesterday because of it. So I spent yesterday afternoon sitting on the beach and walking around, trying to get my head back into a better place. I just noticed that I didn't report on my weekend, it was superb - I turned the spare bedroom into an office, set up 100 candles around the house and had a friend come over for supper. I cooked him a 7 course meal, and it left me feeling great. But for some reason, I don't think he's the right guy for me. Something is just "off." I know that he would love to call us a couple, but I can't get past his differences. Maybe that's why I'm so depressed. I have a hard time admitting to myself that things aren't working out. I'm just not a quitter, and will try to make things work if I can. Oh well, sorry to bore you guys, just wanted to let you in a little. If anyone cares. =)