Anne N #15 My Story

Posted by: Anne:)

Dec 12, 1999

Anne N #15 My Story Anne N #15 My Story Story: Greetings Kate & Asher, First of all let me give you a little background about myself and mycontri's at the Voyeurweb. About a year ago Ben ( my husband) bought adigital camera. No big deal, he loves to take pictures and we havefriends back east who love to see photos of the family, so I thought nothing of it. Two weeks later while taking a shower together Ben told me that he wanted to take nude photos of me and send them to a web sitec alled the Voyeurweb. I was totally shocked! All sorts of emotional feelings filled me. We had taken home videos together and a few Polaroid's but for our private use only. I was really scared!! How do Ideal with something like this. The next day Ben persuaded me to take a look at the Private Shots area of the VW. I was very hesitant to do so, but tried to keep an open mind for Ben sake.After viewing some of the photos that contributors had sent in and getting a feel for the place I agreed. But, and I stress a big But, only if Ben blurred my face, a must! Several weeks passed and the day came when my first contribution posted.I was really reluctant to even get near the computer let alone look at my pictures. I was afraid, I don't know why, I was just afraid! Ben pleaded with me to take a look and read the comments that Kate had left. As I started to read I found myself laughing out loud. Kate always has something witty to say! As the fear subsided, I read a few comments left on the BB. One after another and before I knew it an hourhad gone by. I was so surprised that the messages I had been reading were from kind and loving people. Sweet and warm, not at all what I had expected! This gave a whole new light to way I looked at sexuality. I will never forget one message left on the BB. He was an older gentleman and had lost the love of his life to an illness a few years back. He spoke of their love and how he missed her tremendously. He just wantedt o thank me for the pleasure my photos had brought him. He was embarrassed to admit this, but compelled to write me anyhow. My heartmelted!! My outlook on life also changed. How could I refuse to share my photos. People, and I mean Real People like this man made my life a whole lot brighter and happier.As the months passed and my contri posted there was a steady decline inthe messages left on the BB. I didn't know what to think. I had gained afew pounds and thought I looked a little puffy, all right fat! but I was really confused. Then about three months ago when Anne N #13 posted I received only 25 comments. Some were cruel and mean and really hurt my feelings. That was it, no more for me! Ben was really smart to keep his mouth shut for the next few weeks. But Ben knows how to work me, He's really good at that. I agreed to one last contribution. I told him " If I get a poor response like last time you will never get another picture to send to the Voyeurweb" and I meantit!! Three or four weeks had passed and it was a Saturday evening. We had just returned from my house where we had dinner. Ben called meover to the computer. My photos( Anne N # 14) had posted earlier thatday. We took a look at my pictures and the comments that Asher had made. Then the moment of truth. Ben clicked on the long version of the BB. It sometimes takes a few minutes to load and I was nervous!! As Ben scrolled down the page I was so amazed, comment after comment and they were all very positive. I spent the next three hours just reading the kind and thoughtful words you wonderful people had left me. By the time I got to bed it was almost 1A.M. I was so excited that it was hard to , I was like a little girl at Christmas.The next morning I got up early and ran downstairs to the office and right onto the computer. Hundreds and hundreds of messages and I read each and everyone of them. I tried to respond to as many as I could, I was just overwhelmed!! I think it was around noon time the next day when it hit me. I started to cry and cry. I was so happy I didn't know how to express it. Tears of joy had filled me, and I do mean joy!!! Thanks to each and everyone of you who left those kind and loving comments that day, they will never be forgotten. That Saturday and Sunday will be a part of my memories for the rest of my life.Oh , by the way, there really is a Santa Clause. My wishes came true,didn't they!I hope you like the photos that I have chosen for you today. As youknow, I always get nervous at this time, will they like them or not? If not that's ok, you gave enough of yourself last time. Asher, would you please label this one Anne N #15 My Story, and thanks! Love