Cynthia K Tickled Pink

Posted by: Cynthia K

Jun 15, 2004

If I ever were to muster up the courage and enter analysis, I think that the therapist wouldn't have to work very hard to find my underlying issues. Reading some of what I've written in the past year, and looking at the photos and videos I've taken for here and my website, I fear that many of them are clear as day. It's a bit embarassing, and I feel like a total dork admitting it, but I know that part of what motivated me to start taking pictures in the first place was that I always felt different from other girls, and a bit before those who blossomed early into womanhood. I guess I did the best with the hand I was dealt: Nature took its time filling out my body, and I know that my fairly sheltered upbringing held me back from exploring a natural feminine curiosity. It has had QUITE an effect on my life LOL. Even looking through my wardrobe last week, I theorized that I also own less pink clothing than any other girl I know! With summer almost here, I was starting to feel a girly urge to dress appropriately and was lacking appropriate attire. I was lamenting my problem via email to that boy I was seeing last year (the one I am still not over, who gave me some fun new issues with all those horrible things he did to me in those videos on my site LOL). He actually had a clever idea that resulted in these photos below. It's a more natural showcase of pink. Pink bra, pink skin, a bit of blushing. Maybe it's my liberal arts education, but I think it's quite avant garde. :)