Cynthia K - Sin Never Dies

Posted by: Cynthia K

Nov 28, 2005

Cynthia K - Sin Never Dies - I wanted to thank everyone for saying such nice things in regards to my previous contribution. I've been doing my best to distract myself from all of these thoughts I'm having. Sometimes it feels like the less sexual your life is, the more you're reminded of what you're missing out on! I really hate that. LOL. I thought I'd get along by focusing on University and my studies for a bit, and I was doing alright. So who do I blame? Brandon, the boy I was seeing who is in all of those sex videos with me on my website. Even before he called me a few weeks back, I just couldn?t shake the impact he had on me sexually. It's like he obliterated any limits I thought I had, awakening this insatiably deviant part of my brain. I'm embarrassed to admit that such a part even exists, but I'm almost ashamed at how much I enjoyed giving in to it! That being said, I was excited when he called because we hadn?t spoken in ages. He was quite forward on the phone, and it turned me on to the point where I was blushing at how worked up I was getting. But I felt incredibly embarrassed when he brought up those videos and mentioned that his favorite was the one where I let him have anal sex with me. If that weren't enough, he added that he was watching it off of my site as we spoke. I don't know what I had greater issue with: that he was talking to me while watching himself just use my bottom, or that this subtle was turning me on. Needless to say, I was caught off guard by how much I liked it, and now I feel like SUCH a dork for not responding with more encouragement. I still haven't heard back from him, and I'm not sure what to do. My flatmate suggests that I email him a link to this contribution, along with the first half of photos I sent in earlier. As she puts it, my day-to-day behavior doesn?t suggest that I?m ?looking to get my fuck on,? so it might not hurt to tip him off. If only there were a way to do it without incriminating myself! LOL. :)