Cynthia K Chasing Sex

Posted by: Cynthia K

Feb 19, 2004

I haven't had sex with very many people. In fact, the number is embarassingly low. I still can't quite get past the boy I was going with last fall, who is probably my only reference for really good sex. I know this may sound dorky, but while it's all been good to an extent, he was just was incredible at it! He bought me this as a means of making peace with me the first time he hurt my feelings. I did forgive him--as you can see in the video on my site, I was very kind to him, even experimenting a bit with anal sex. He kind of drifts in and out of my life, and I fear he has been seeing someone else. My flatmate and I talk our theories constantly, and a few here kind folks from here have even sent me emails with their ideas. I think I am getting over it, and as a testament to that, I decided to wear this again and even take some photos in it. It does make me feel sexy, it is just unfortunate that I associate it with him. Anyhow, I think the benefits outweigh those negatives, and if anything the good feedback helps squash any insecurities that may be lingering about the whole thing. Now my own personal insecurities, well, those are a COMPLETELY different story. LOL