Cynthia K Just Thinkin' About Tomorrow

Posted by: Cynthia K

May 28, 2004

I wish the rain would stop. I could really use some sunshine right about now, but I feel that my anticipation of summer is being thwarted at every turn! It wasn't a day after I sent in the first part of these pictures that things started getting strange with the boy I was seeing last year. My flatmate suspects he has a strange hold on me, mostly because he accounts for more than a fair portion of my sexual experiences (he is the one with me in all of those videos on my website). I may not be too wild, and all those years of a repressed upbringing went a long way towards shaping my goofier habits, but I did get comfortable enough with him to try some things (he certainly would not have come near my bottom if I weren't). Still, I fears that my lack of experience may've resulted in less than great sex on his end, even though I know I rather enjoyed it. With this gloomy weather outside, I am spending far too much time obsessing about it! I do appreciate much of the advice I've been given in feedback and emails, and I've got my fingers crossed I will get some distance on it and re-take some control of the situation. If there is one thing my favorite musical taught me, it's that tomorrow is only a day away! Surely my fellow dorks & closeted Annie fans know what I'm talking about. :)